Chapter 15
Chapter 15
Khen
“I was informed that you had left quite a bit earlier than you’re meant to Ethel says to me. She seems slightly angry but I can’t really tell that if she’s angry or she’s still sick. “The least you could’ve done was informed me even if you were going to leave. There were many things that needed to be done yesterday. This is the third time and I’ve been noticing your behaviour. What is it with you?”
I can’t tell her what happened. And I can’t be cuber.
“I just won’t do it again. Tni sorry.”
“Is there something I should be concerned about? Your behaviour is rather off. You seem nervous and distressed all the
ma’am” I shake my head quickly. “Not at all really”
She tilts her head, watching me closely, I want nothing more than to turn around and leave. I hate the way people look at me and worse. I can’t tell what they are thinking. Especially after my Dad spoke to me last night after so many years and all that
ne out of him was utter disappointment and scor
“Well get yourself sorted and head to the library. There was a meeting there last night and the place needs some cleaning. Be done with it quick and come back here.”
I nod, saying nothing more before turning around and heading toward the library
I begin clearing up the tables and the mess that has been left behind. There’s a lot to take care of it. And it’s good. I like it. I enjoy it. It distracts me from what’s going on in my mind.
My thoughts are unsettling. Even if I focus hard and push myself, the fear and panic slowly, slowly, creeps back into my beart.
I’ve always lived in the safety and assurance that nothing terrible would happen to me in the presence of Alpha Elias, whot was nothing short of protective and gentle, who spared me, allowed me to live while runts were being killed everywhere.
He gave me a second chance–this is true–but now, everything seems like that second chance of mine might not go on and continue forever
It’s a passing thought–should I tell Ethel or the Alpha about Samuel and Ezra? Would it even matter
There’s a part of me that wants to. But I fear their reactions Samuel and Ezra are both known warriors. No one would believe me against the alphas favorites. The fact is, if I do so, they’ll think me crazy. They’ll either discard my testimony or punish me to stay quiet. Either way. I don’t think I’d be treated well in return.
If I were to tell Ethel, how would that play out?
Her authority doesn’t really count. The best thing she can do is perhaps avoid giving tasks that would bring me any closer to Samuel and Ezra again. Maybe she’d protect me and nothing more. Or perhaps she won’t.
After Im done cleaning with the tables and discarding trash. I go back into the library to fix some of the shelves.
The sun is out today, most of the water has dried up but the state outside isn’t good. Ethel has Tony doing most of the outdoor work but I don’t have any reason to complain. It’s good here, sheltered. Safe.
After I put back the few books on their rightful places in the shelf. I get into sweeping the floor before mopping it, dusting a bit and cleaning the windows
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Bush the note and told it into an envelope before heading outside the library.
All Eve to do now is drop it into Alpha Elas office, amongst other letters that he sends out everyday and hope that this will
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What is written there it could very well anger him but I didn’t have to worry about it too much. It’s clear to him what I want and so is my response. Hopefully, he can take no as a no and nothing more.
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